Saturday, April 21, 2012

Law Kana Bainana Ya Habibi..Ya Rasulullah...

What if I do if my Habib is in front of me ?...A touchy emotional question that ponder our heart so much..I will ask forgiveness for only loving him but sometimes i disobey his teachings... i will ask him to do some prayers for me and my family and i want him to gives his blessings so that My family as well as those who love Allah and him in heaven...Ya Allah , let us meet him one day..
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Friday, March 2, 2012

Why it always me????

This morning when I woke up, my youngest son asked me...why it always me? I was a bit shock to receive that kind of question from him... I know he is having a difficult time in his life... He is still unable to go to school due to the sickness...two months ago he suffered from lung infection...admitted in ICU and was bed ridden for 2 weeks.. Now because of it, he could't walk properly due to bed sore..He becomes very sensitive ever since.. Due to his incapability, he feels useless..
Calmly I answered him..."my dear son, please be grateful to Allah because we are still together now... Allah had listened to my prayer for giving you back your life...there are still many people outside who are suffering... they couldn't walk at all... my dear, Have you ever asked Allah when He gives you everything you want??? Have you ever asked Him when you eats at Kentucky Fried Chicken, Pizza Hut, McDonald or famoust restaurant?..where else outside us millions of people are suffering and starving..Have you ever asks Allah 'Why it always me when you can sleep in big hotel and can go for excursion,,,wherelse outside there many people are homeless..we should grateful to Allah for giving us such a small test" most of all, you still got a mum and siblings to love you more than anything else ..Upon hearing me...he hugged me and said.."enough umi... I am sorry...Thank you Allah for letting me realised...How lucky I am compare to others..