on 31st December 1999 is still fresh in my memory..a day before my 8th wedding anniversary.. where i was so eagerly want to celebrate it..and yet Allah fate took over all the happiness that i had..My husband left us..jilted me leaving in pain and sorrow..why??? I questioned GOD..why ? in the middle of happiness..where my little baby still 47 months old..I was still in my confinement period..? why? we never faced any big problem..and yet we were labeled as happy couple by friends..i just dont understand..
It didnt take that long to understand why this thing happened, I realised that ALLAH didnt want me to live with a person who had changed..a person who betrayed me, my love...and person who i regarded as "angel" was no more like that. he misused my trust, my love..for another lady..because of wealth that was borrowed by Allah, he forgot our wow..to love and loyal to each other. The wealth made him selfish and dared to ruin our happiness...i felt devastated..hopeless.. my kids future was snipped, i felt like just experience an earthquake..in a blink of eye..everything ruined..
It was not easy to start a new life..the kids, especially the baby..he was too young to be fatherless..but i know Allah knows what is the best for me...i took it as a challenge.. a new momentum in life..i laid some plans and realized it..one by one..and looking back what i had experienced 11 years ago, I could see that Allah is so merciful and gracious..for He actually laid another plan for me..Yes, now I am a lady with more confident in life, more independent, with achievements ...more grateful and treasure the love i receive..most of my dreams come true..and most of all, i feel blessed by HIM..
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